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Sunday, 25 January 2009

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    The Shade of Poison Trees
    By Dashboard Confessional
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    Do I think I act my age?

     

    mercedes 2008

    Yes. I think 18 is the most awkward age there is. I'm caught in the middle of an adult and a teenager. I love to go off on my own.. But disgusted at the fact that I have to pay for it now. 

    I'm that kind of girl that other people love to see struggle. Because struggling is not something I've ever done in my life! The kind of girl that got a new car for my first car. I didn't have to drive around a piece of junk for a few years before I got a decent car. I skipped that step. I mean what was I supposed to say..."No Dad, please don't get me a decent car!!! I want to drive a piece of junk before I get something nice!!"  I didn't have to envy other girls with really nice clothes.. I am one of them.

    I think the way I was brought up has a lot to do with how I act. Some might say that I don't act my age and someone who is 18 would be more responsible for themselves. But  it really does depend on your location. The definition of an "18 year old" varies. The city I live in now.. Loves to laugh at me stuggling. Where I used to live, I'm perfectly normal.

       

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Monday, 19 January 2009

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    A Flair for the Dramatic
    By Pierce the Veil
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    Worst days, best nights.

    I hate being in total darkness or anything close to it. Today I was taken to a secluded spot in the desert. It was on the side of a mountain. Usually being taken to places like this make me think of CSI-like murders. Even if I'm with someone I really trust.

    Today I felt unusually comfortable. Like that dark place on the side of a mountain in the desert was hiding me from the rest of the world. As upset as I was, this was exactly what I wanted.

    Its crazy how certain places in the world make us feel that way.

Sunday, 18 January 2009

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    It's Classy, Not Classic
    By Breathe Carolina
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    She's just "that girl"..You know..like a whore..

    I'm not much of a party person, but I went to 2 last night. The first one was just horrible. And the 2nd one was very disappointing. One of my best friends [actually my only best friend] left just before I got there. Then I had a really awkward moment with a girl that has tried to get with every guy she met...Including my boyfriend!

    My boyfriend actually told me himself about some of the things she did. Like lay in his lap or try to get uncomfortably close to him. Ugh. But there's just there's a couple that I experienced myself. One night she went up to my boyfriend and put her arms around him and starting rubbing his chest and back...Then asked me if I would be mad if he kissed her!!! My boyfriend is a musician and was in a band. We all kind of gave each other rides to the shows. One time that girl got stuck riding in my car. [Nobody else wanted her in theirs, and I was a last resort] First, she got into my car smelling like cigarettes. Ewwww! Then she said to my friend Michelle [also getting into my car] " Ohhh hahah I almost called you Megan!! hahah I wonder why?!" Megan is my boyfriend's last ex...

    I really just don't know how to deal with girls like this. I would think she'd have a little more maturity. She's 21. So maybe not. I know there's probably thousands of girls like this around.. Tell me about "that girl" in your life.

     

Saturday, 17 January 2009

About Me

  • Hi! :) I'm rhea. 18. In college. Loves modeling, fashion, shopping, books, eating, and my computer. The Devil Wears Prada is one of my favorite bands and one of my favorite movies.

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